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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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yes, for those who are wondering, I'm still alive. I might do an update later.
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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This I wrote about my girlfriend
Walking Toward The Future by Tim Medeiros
As we walk across the sand,
As we gaze into the oceans blue,
She grasps within hers myhand,
The look in her eyes so true.
Her smile so genuine and warm,
It lifts my heart when I am down,
Her strength of faith is like bees in a swarm,
She shows me love and never a frown.
So when we walk along the beach,
Her hand will forever be within my reach,
Our love stretching as far as the sun,
For we know our relationship has just begun.
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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UPDATE:
The cadets didn't have to leave, infact they graduated, one of them told me what happened and it didn't seem big to me, meh, seems I got worked up over nothing. Infact, one of them I think hinted to me that they want me to promote them to Major :D
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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holy crap, I thought the RCLS was going great, ya there were some snags but thats expected. Just this morning I'm being told that 3 cadets will no longer be with the school, 2 of them are my best cadets, to include my best officer and seminar leader. WTF HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE being kept in the dark about my cadets, this frigin sucks major ass!
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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i said some things i shouldnt have to a good friend of mine, i dont think she'll let me apologize any time soon. I'm a frigin arsehole.
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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well, my ORI bit the dust, need to get the back of my neck shaved, apparently i need to shave twice before I go to these and I guess I have lint on my uniform, so for that i got a 5 :(
Had my element leader grade me on my performance, i got 2 "does not meet the standards" due to my PFT score and my weight which means I dont have the normal blues uniform.
Fell asleep in world history, fun
talking to a couple friends of mine right now, ones afraid to say anything to me thinking it'll hurt me, one keeps saying brb, the other, well we've been listening to music together for a few hours and chatting here and there. We're just friends tho, we agreed to learn more about eachother and this is one way to do that. Maybe i'll post more after CAP tonight, or maybe after this post, in a private area
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I just screw things up sometimes. I said something I shouldn't have to a friend of mine earlier and now I fear I might have lost them as a friend. *DONT ASK UNLESS YOU WERE THERE* And then there was the thing the other night, I still cant believe that person forgave me for what happened *AGAIN DONT ASK, EVER* It appears I screw up everything other than friendships constantly, even then I screw up friendships tho. I guess its becuz I'm an aquarian.
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Wanna play with me?
What if????.................
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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well, tomorrow i have Lead Lab at 0700, we've got finals and IDE's, fun stuff that means once I'm done with this report I'll be studying the drill cards and stuff. After that I'm free until 1 when I have my world history class, another group is making their presentation. My group is doing it on friday, thankfully my part is done. Then I have writing, ick. Thats what the report is due in. It's cuz of this report that I have to miss extra drill, damn.
I get to see Jen on Dec 17, yay!
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| Subject: | stuff happens |
| Time: | 12:28 pm. |
| Mood: |  lonely. | | Music: | The Reason by Hoobastank and Crush by Paul Van Dyk. |
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well, my suspicions were confirmed yesterday, I still like her as a friend I don't think anything could change that. I know she will be happy with the guy she likes, especially since they live closer together. All I want is for her to be happy.
On other news,
my friend from australia said she likes me, but we both know nothing will happen cuz of the distance.
WCC:
I'm rewritting my exam for OA, hopefully I'll pass this time around.
T-Day:
Well, on thanksgiving I went to eat with my squadron commander, deputy, his brother, deputy commander of cadets, and my wing CAC chairperson. We had fun, played Halo 2 until the bird was done. Hehe, I played against my squadron commander, I kicked butt!!!! lol.
CAP:
Things are going ok, I was giving the position of personnel officer for the unit, mainly since I know SIMS. HG is in a downward spiral, not many people, especially those I need, are showing up. Our ceremony is on Dec 4th too.
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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Friday, November 19th, 2004
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Yeppers, im happy, finally.
Yesterday met a girl, we got to talking, earlier today we said we liked eachother =) Now we're bf/gf, my first girlfriend!!!! yayness!!! I cant wait to see her, she lights up my day when i talk to her.
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Monday, November 8th, 2004
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life sucks, missed lead lab again, gonna fail and be kicked out, my goal of 8 years down the hole
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| Time: | 1:05 am. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | The Reason. |
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this weekend was dull and interesting, slept all through friday, sent an ecard to a friend i dont want to loose and saw 2 comedians from Whos Line on saturday and had a parade today. might write more later, got LLab in the morn.
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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well, yesterday, i found out a girl i like likes me!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today, I found out another one does too but shes not gonna act on them so the first girl and I can be together.
Thats it for now.
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
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:S I had another dream about her, I think it's trying to tell me something. I guess its time to figure out what these things mean. In the mean time, I plan on calling her and seeing whats up, I haven't talked to her for ages.
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Friday, October 8th, 2004
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Alot has been happening lately.
School - We're finally getting into the swing of things cuz of the hurricanes, it's getting a bit stressful hopefully I'll manage.
CAP - I'm starting a new training program for the local HG that I'm in charge of, finally got a friend of mine to start coming down again and help me out.
all bout me - well, Wednesday I asked a girl that I'd like to get to know bettter if she'd like to go eat somewhere. Well, she said shes kinda involved with someone and she'd like to be my friend, its not a total loss but still a loss.
that interesting dream i mentioned - it was about someone I thought I was over, shes a really nice girl and all, think she might like me after what she did at national boards in August *IM if u want to know*. Maybe I still have feelings for her?
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Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
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well, tomorrow morning im going to head over to college to get in my dorm on wednesday. things have happened with the girl i like, i just hope the roller coaster has an upside.
ok, just did something stupid, kinda personal so im not sayin it on here.
i really miss her, and another girl purposely hit me and had a playful smile when she looked back on friday night leaving National Boards, why did she have to do that?
I wrote a couple of new poems a few days ago, maybe i'll post them
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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hey, havent updated in a while but hey ive been busy. im so happy. talked with the girl i like last night, now i can call her and she can call me =D today was good, ITS MY BIRTHDAY, im 18 now. not many people remembered but those who matter to me most did =) i cant wait to call the girl i like, just dunno when, I know i WILL on v-day, a friend suggested i call tomorrow but i dunno. ttyl bye!
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Monday, December 1st, 2003
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well i have 7 days until i leave for Egypt. people keep asking if im excited, i just dont get excited about these things anymore. well not until about 2 hours before i leave. hopefully sometime this week i'll see a friend of mine whos had a ruff time lately, hope she does well after her father dying. well i gtg, bye
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